Monday, January 18, 2010

When one door closes...

Hello!

I've said this before. It's difficult enough being positive on a normal day, but it's damn near impossible to be positive when you're feeling shitty. Now I said damn near impossible...not impossible though. This is where good friends and family come in. When you've fallen and don't want to get up, they'll pick your ass up, make you look at the goddamn sunshine, and make you keep on living you life. And I love them dearly for this. Everyone deserves to have those people they can call at midnight when they're drunk and crying, or when they just have this burst of inspiration and want to share it with someone. This is where I see positivity.

There's this saying everyone knows: "When one door closes, another opens" or "When God closes a door, He opens a window". This is positivity. I like to plan everything. When I was 15 years old, I had the next 10 years planned out; and time and time again, those plans to go shit (And I never seem to learn my lesson! lol). But I need control over things, and planning gives me the illusion that I have control. Even though things don't go as planned, another opportunity (perhaps an even better opportunity!) will present itself. I'm going to take this attitude. Now, it hasn't been easy getting to this place, but it's where I am for now.

~Christine~

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